2005-05-15 11:15 p.m.
My life thus far has been one of survitude. The chains that bind me are made of something stronger than metal. They are the hearts of all whom I care about and treasure. And by no fault of their own they have bound me to a life I can not live. One can not exist living for others. We all must live for ourselves. Some may say that this sounds cruel or inconsiderate, but if we are not truely happy then how can we make others happy. Am I turning my back on those whom I love. No. I just hope that they realize that what I am doing is the right thing. As i've said my life thus far has been one of survitude. And my life will continue to be a life of survitude for the simple fact that I am only truely happy when i make others happy. But I must also not forget that if i'm not content with myself then how can I heal the broken spirits of those around me. Soon I will start a new life. Soon I will live again. Soon...
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